Today I chatted with a friend who also went through IVF at the same hospital as I did. We had the same doctor, we even had our egg retrieval and embryo transfer at the same dates. We both had 2 embryos transfered, and we both got negative results :(.
She went back to the doctor yesterday and were explained about the possible reasons why her IVF cycle failed. She was suggested to have laparoscopy next Tuesday to check her endometrium because all the data pointing at the possibility that maybe her endometrium was not receptive enough for implantation.
After having a chat with her and hearing all the informations she got from our doctor, I found myself getting the courage to think about having the follow up consultation. Before today, I didn't even want to think about it. The thought of it was too much to bear. But today, the curiosity finally overpowers my exhaustion. So I phoned the hospital asking for an appointment. I got scheduled for next Monday, March 4th, 8 pm.
God, give me the serenity to accept the things that I can't control.. Give me the ability to accept Your plans in my life. Give me the courage to embrace reality and look at tomorrow with a hear filled with hope and joy. I ask for Your strength..because it's the only possible way for me to get through this..
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